Day 19

SATURDAY

My day began with a visit with my therapist. It was an amazing visit. We talked a lot about codependency, as I've discovered this wonderful thing called codependency and haven't met with her since the discovery. I feel like I'm on a roller coaster, but this time, I'm on it by myself and I'm not taking anyone with me, or at least I am going to try not to take anyone with me.

It was a nice lazy day. I don't have many of those. I didn't realize how it is nice to just not have to do so many things. Yes, the house still has spots that need to be cleaned, yes, the lawn needs to get cut, yes my daughter moved rooms and stuff needs to get moved. But I've got all week to worry about that stuff and take it little by little and get it done. I don't have to get it all done in one day. Spending a day watching Korean Drama is a good thing. I did manage to go shopping and get essentials, so no one starves. 

I have peace again. I know, now, this isn't a I'm fixed problem. It's a take stock of how I'm doing and not go crazy problem.